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Insatiable Potions Master
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[18 Feb 2005|12:08pm] |
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I figure I will update this journal a little. I just realized that in two days, it will have been a year since I wrote anything on my actual page. I guess I've only updated my journalfen. I don't have anything to say other than I'm in college again, I'm on bowling leagues again, I am still working at the same annoying place, and I am relatively happy. Yay.
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[20 Feb 2004|01:43pm] |
I think that I will probably end up just getting a real connection from Netzero at the end of the month. It's only $10. I can afford that. I won't be spending as much money soon anyway. Plus if I only go online in the morning or late at night, then I won't have to worry about reconnecting my net phone line. I can just use the main one. I've wasted over $10 on crane machines this month, I think. I am hooked on those things. The ones where you can control how fast the hook comes down are easy to win things out of. Just this month, I have won 7 Care Bears. Not that I needed them.
I really need to go through my room and throw out all the stuff I don't need/use/care about anymore. I can't make myself throw away books or movies, which I have sh**loads of, but I can probably actually sort through my clothes and get rid of a lot of those now. I need to bag up all these toys and toss them in the closet. I need a bigger entertainment center that I can put my computer on as well, so I can rid myself of this desk. Once I do that, I can take the huge cedar chest out of my closet, stick it where the comp desk used to be, then actually be able to hang things in the closet. That would clear up a fourth of my floor right there, getting all the clothes out of the way, heh. Then I could buy some plastic containers and put a lot of my vhs tapes in the closet, freeing up half of my shelf space. That would work out well, but it all depends on me buying the bigger entertainment center and I don't see that happening. I guess I will just have to throw away all the stuff in the closet floor around the cedar chest and just squeeze through to reach clothes. I might do that tomorrow since I have the whole day off.
I have so much stuff to catch up on. I guess I will investigate the netzero accounts. I wonder if they have a news server. I doubt it. Time to hunt down that free news account.
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[17 Feb 2004|02:11pm] |
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I got an internet account again. Well sort of. I got a free Netzero account. 10 hours a month for free. That is barely any time but more than I had the past month or so. Not much to say. Still working at the Cinema. Been dating that guy for 3 1/2 months now. It's wearing thin. I know, I'm bad. Next time, I'll type up something before I come online so I don't waste all my time doing this.
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[18 Nov 2003|02:29pm] |
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I'm still around for now. Definitely getting rid of internet at the end of this month. Just have to get some FFX-2 walkthrus and then I'll be set. I don't know if I will buy it today or not. I saw a demo of it last week and it looks cool, but I don't really need anything to do at the moment. If I get really bored, I will just go to my guy's house and play Windwaker, or Tiger Woods, or DDRMAX2 which he bought for me. He has every system and buys games constantly so I can save my money for a while, hehe. Yeah, right. I will probably end up going to wal-mart before work today.
I haven't been doing much other than working and hanging out with guy. It's been fun. Well, not the working. Work has been really annoying because of new manager. I liked him at first but now he pisses me off every time he opens his mouth. He has been on vacation since Friday though so it's been a lot better. I don't know what movie we are getting this week but I will find out tonight. Probably Cat in the Hat. I wanted to see Gothika but I doubt we will get it.
Next week is Thanksgiving and I know I am probably going to end up working that day because of damn matinees. I'll probably have to work Christmas as well. I really need to find a different job. Even a grocery store would be better than this. Hell, I'd make twice as much money and might could have weekends off.
I really need to start christmas shopping. I don't know who all I am buying for. I know my parents, niece and nephew, and boyfriend. Then P for work since I drew her name. I want to buy other people stuff but I really don't have enough money to spend on everyone.
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[02 Nov 2003|11:13am] |
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Updating again.
I have mostly been working and staying up half the night. Went to P's Halloween party but mostly sat across the hall at S's apartment with M. I seem to be dating M now. I am confused/happy/worried/relieved/everything else. It's nice to have a guy again. Now I can look forward to being disappointed and pissed off even more, but at least I will have reasons to be that way, heh. Hopefully, I won't turn into a psycho bitch.
Our new manager is pretty nice. He can be pretty blunt and that makes him seem like an asshole sometimes, but he is pretty cool. I am sick as hell and he sent one of the other employees to buy me some cough drops. Aww... and he was going to send me home early last night but we had too many customers this time. I was sick for the first entire month that I had that job and the other manager didn't give a damn. Speaking of him, he apparently is going to have our karate class on monday finally. I don't know if I am gonna go or not though. I am still mad at him for everything and plus, I might die if I exercise. I am just now to the point where I can move around without coughing up a lung.
We are getting Matrix 3 on Wednesday. So Tuesday night, I will be watching it. Mwa ha ha ha. I am upset that I can't bring M to see it though. He will probably go see it with his brother at a "good" theater. Pfft. Unfortunately, we will most likely be having matinees Wed - Sun, so that means that I will be working Wed - Sat. I am displeased. I am supposed to have Wed. and Thursday off. We have very little employees so the same ones of us will have to work Wed and Thurs morning thanks to the couple of bastards that are still in high school. They will have to get their asses in there at night. I wish we didn't have to have matinees but at least maybe a lot of people will come to see it the first two days, so Friday night won't be as crazy. I'm sure it is rated R, so hopefully parents will stay with their kids since the new manager informed us that the 18y/o+ person who buys their tickets HAS to watch the movie with them. That will solve a lot of our problems, other than the fact that we are going to be cussed out even more now. Fuck 10-17 y/os. I hate most of you.
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[20 Oct 2003|10:32am] |
The guy situation seems to be going alright. I am way more confident that he likes me back, so I think I can step back and stop being psycho-obsessed about it all day. I have barely slept and ate the past week. My friend told me I was lovesick. That is probably true and I find it truely pathetic. But I am going to try not to talk to much about this crap on these online journals. I've started writing in my notebook again. It makes me feel better. It also makes me feel like I am a stupid 16 y/o girl again.
We are getting a new manager this week. It's kind of scary since we don't know the person and how they will act. It would suck if we couldn't do our thursday night employee preview that we aren't really supposed to be doing anymore. It will be hard to get all the employees/my friends together to watch them otherwise, because we all work at different times.
I don't really have much else to talk about at the moment because I am so focused on a couple of things. I'll write again once something new/interesting happens.
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[17 Oct 2003|01:19pm] |
The past couple days have been eventful but not necessarily good. I invited a guy that I like to hang out with a bunch of us at Dennys. Yeah, I know. Lots of fun. He came and hung out with us, which was cool, but he mostly talked to our other friend that showed up later. I got sort of upset about that, though I really had no right to. Then I sort of tried to subtlely invite him to a movie sometime but apparently he didn't get the hint. So after he left, we watched the employee preview of Texas Chainsaw Massacre. I was so pissed off that I wasn't the least bit scared watching it. So I can't say if I liked it or not. Then about 1:30am, when I was 30 seconds from my house, a crazy deer decided to run itself into the truck I was driving. The truck really isn't damaged all that much. I saw the deer beforehand and was only going about 10 mph when he rammed me, but it will still cost me money to pay the insurance premium.
All these events have caused me to be a bit overemotional. I feel like I could snap at any moment or burst into tears. I am not looking forward to work. Really, I am mostly upset about the guy situation, hehe. I hate liking someone and not knowing what they think of me. I really think I would like to date this guy, and that is amazing since it's been ages since I felt that way about anyone. I think that it has really hit me that I'm getting old and haven't had anyone that I cared about or that cared about me in so long. I have changed a lot these past few years and I think that I could manage to not become a psycho bitch whilst dating. I hope so anyway. I am trying not to go crazy since I don't really know the guy all that well. He is nice, cute, has a job, his own place, a car... He is pretty high up on the dateability scale, I suppose. Irritatingly enough, I am pretty low on that scale for some reason or other that I'm not sure of. I guess I don't seem very approachable. I am trying to change that. Hopefully, I can see the guy again Sunday. If not, then it will be next Saturday unless I can come up with an excuse to get him to hang out with us. Unless he actually calls me. I might die of shock though.
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[14 Oct 2003|12:08pm] |
So I watched Kill Bill again. It was still kick ass. I also canceled my gym membership while I still could, because I don't want to go alone, and I'm still not sure if I want to get rid of my internet, hehe. I've had it for too long. Since I saved myself $50 this month, of course the first thing I did was go spend most of that on something else. I got Fake vol. 3 FINALLY. I also got Gravitation vol. 2, Yu Yu Hakusho vol. 1, and Flame of Rekka vols. 1-2. WaldenBooks had a 'Buy 4, get the 5th free' deal so I took advantage of that. I am happy to have YYH in english finally. I probably will end up getting rid of the phone and net, just so I can buy more books. Wee! I heard Viz is acquiring Angel Sanctuary. *happy snoopy dance* I think I will start collecting Demon Diary also. I hear it is funny.
I guess I will review the series that I have so far, in case anyone is interested. There are SPOILERS in the reviews.
( Fake: vols. 1-3 )
( Gravitation: vols 1-2 )
( Yu Yu Hakusho: vol. 1 )
( Flame of Rekka: vols 1-2 )
( Petshop of Horrors: vols. 1-2 )
So I watched WB's Tarzan on Sunday night and it was pretty decent. Tarzan is pretty hot and the story was interesting. The woman who plays Jane kind of irritates me though. I might actually try to keep up with this show. I haven't done that with a live-action show since the first season of 24.
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[11 Oct 2003|12:57pm] |
So I joined the fitness club the other day with some friends. I only got the 6 month membership because there is no way I'm obligating myself to pay for a year or two. It has tons of stuff to do, but I am looking forward to the yoga and kickboxing classes. In order to have money, I am going to have to hitch a ride there with my mom and turn off my home phone line and internet. So I probably won't be updating any of my journals very often after the end of this month, since I will have to hop on my brother's connection to do so.
It's irritating because I think my friends are already considering canceling their membership because they don't know if they can pay for it. It's not like they suddenly lost money. They had to know whether they could afford it or not before they even decided to go there. It was their idea to go, and now they are going to quit and leave me going alone. People piss me off.
I am going to try to go Mondays-thru Thursdays. After yesterday, I know I don't want to work my long days when I am tired as hell. So I will take Friday-Sunday off. Hopefully, we will actually have Karate class next week
Kill Bill is a cool movie. I knew I was going to like it. I might watch it again one day next week.
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[08 Oct 2003|02:33pm] |
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No karate class or gym today. I hate it when my plans all get ruined. I guess I could go to the other gym by myself but that would suck.
I have been sorting, washing, rearranging, and throwing away tons of stuff. I mainly did it so I could actually vacuum my floor. I want to make sure that my room isn't infested with fleas again. I have enough bites already. So my room looks cleaner now; at least the floor area does.
I recorded Hellsing last night. The dub isn't too bad. I kind of like the brit accents. Alucard doesn't sound evil or sexy enough though.
So it looks like we are getting Kill Bill, School of Rock, and Good Boy this weekend. I'll be watching the first two tomorrow night, hopefully.
I really need a friend who I enjoy being around a lot, who doesn't have a child, and isn't dating/living with someone who has a child. I really hate having plans cancelled, waiting on people who are always late, putting up with screaming kids, and carting kids around to babysitters all the time. I used to think that I might want a kid one day, but now I know that I most definitely do not. I will stick to adopting kittens or something if I ever feel maternal.
Maybe I will drive to the real karate place today and see how much it costs for classes. Then drive to the sporting good store and see how much hand/arm guards cost. I want to do something today.
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